my blog sucks xoxo
Do I depend on weed? No. Do I function better when I’m high? WELL YEAH NIGGA.
I miss my best friend. where the fuck did you go, I need you right now. Melanie, you were there when blood was pouring out of my leg because I stabbed myself with your kitchen knife. You cleaned me up, kissed my leg, and laughed with me on the floor. we have been in the back of a cop car together. we have more memories with each other than any of our friends combined. What the hell. Now you and Nik are closer than ever and I’m just left alone. And no, I don’t care that it’s Nik specifically just because he is my ex, no its because he gets to talk and have fun with you like I got to. I miss that so much. I know I sound crazy or something but I just miss you dude, I don’t even know what happened. Fuck I don’t care what happens between me and Nik if it means we won’t be as close.
please stop acting like you’re mad at me. If somethings bothering you talk to me dude. Tell me the straight up reality of things, I can handle it.